Meep meep meep meep meeeeep ....


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My work and tireless nights and days of reading and bypassing all social activities has finally awarded me with a possible solution to my self imprisonment! I must hurry to the kitchen and complete the process, there is no time to wait.

Thus far I have met quite a few amazing creatures. They are all beautiful in their own way, many are stunning in mental abilities as well. There is an almost naive sort of charm about this place, despite the overarching monetary goal. I have had a chance to speak with a great deal of people and I hope to continue this trend.

I find myself missing Isaac despite my intentions on speaking with him. Though I have met Claudia, Louis, and a few of their acquaintances. I find Claudia to be almost impish, in that charming way that many women are. Louis is a gentleman. I had to look the notion up, to be honest, but he seems to be such.

I'm glad that I went to the beach. Bianca is perhaps the warmest creature I've ever met.

I find it difficult to not be distracted from my goal. I must persevere. Big League Chew still awaits me.

I have found that my predicament has gotten more livable. The new vampires that I have met have somehow managed to avoid the mutations that I thought were a fact of my race. They have countless books on summoning and alchemy along with more than a few cosmetic resources at their disposal. I find this to be quite beneficial.

My drive to fix myself has now grown one thousand fold. Because Kain has willed me to this form does not mean that it shall be forever so. I have carried with me one grudge, something so deep, so strong, and so powerful that the idea of releasing it fills me with some joy akin to the blood drunkeness.

Oh it stares at me, the burden that I carry. Soon I shall be over this.


Big League Chew, your days are numbered.